A few notes to anyone reading this:
Making the decision whether or not to type up my journals has been…inconclusive thus far. My mind keeps wandering back to it only to be smooshed down by an army of “yeah, but..“‘s. Yeah, that’s a good idea, but is the internet really secure? Yeah, but do you really want people to know all of your sh*t, even if they don’t know who you are? And the scariest one of all: yeah, God is totally glorified in your life, but wouldn’t typing up your journals where people can see them cause you to be proud?
Yeah, but do I trust God to catch me if I fall in a mess of my own creation? Do I believe He is in control of my heart and sanctifying me daily to be more like Him, and that if I love Him first I will desire His will?
My experience has been that God puts things on my heart for a reason. So I’m going to plow ahead until He puts it on my heart to stop.
I pray for humility and a spirit that is willing to listen to whatever He calls me to do.